Monday, September 4, 2017

The Struggle

The weeks are flying by and I can't keep up.

I feel like I'm really developing anxiety over finishing university and having to find a job. I don't think I've slept well since the day of the viva.

I remember earlier in the year there were a really good two weeks where I slept 8 hours every night and I had never felt better. My mind was so fresh.

These days the later at night it gets, the more my mind begins to churn over every negative thought, eventually I fall asleep from exhaustion but I wake up sluggish.

I'm on a one week break before I go to Shepparton. I was so excited to go on rural placement at the start of the year, now even this is giving me slight anxiety. Every time I think of it I can feel my heart rate rising and my throat drying.

What is going on.

Love Lisa.