My home doesn't feel like home, I can't shake the sense that I don't belong.
Tell me what to do. I don't know any more. I keep saying and doing the wrong thing. Miscommunication has become my method of communication and as you would expect, it's not at all effective.
Everything frustrates and aggravates me and in turn, I've been much more irksome myself.
So many thoughts but I have no way of speaking them, I try so hard but they're all a mess in my head and this infuriates others because I can't explain myself at all. But this is nothing new, this has been the Lisa you know and love (haa) for about 10 years.
I know I used to be different but I guess in a sense, I've changed for the worse.
Definitely having a teen life crisis and I doubt (but still hope) it will end soon.
I need it to end right now. I have an assignment due on Friday for a subject I might fail. And I have not started. I won't even lie, I've been sitting here, acting like an antisocial obsessive compulsive weirdo.
Don't even ask.
Also, don't treat me like a child and then get angry about me supposedly acting like one because you piss me off.
The day you respect me as an adult I'll return the favour.
A brief summary of my day:
9am. Lectures, besides biology I have retained zero knowledge.
12pm. Shopping with Daniel, the only highlight of my day.
2pm. Dissecting a rat (the second one I've done this year), the smell made me gag.
Love Lisa.
That happens to me sometimes as well. I have so much to say but I can't explain myself because I don't know how to form all my thoughts into a coherent sentence.
ReplyDeleteEspecially when my parents don't speak English, that's tough haha :)