Coughing up a lung

I swear my cough is slowly coming back. And the coughing leads to a very nauseous feeling.

I'm struggling to comprehend what my parents want from me. They want me to take responsibility, start doing more, yet I'm so restricted that I don't even have the chance to prove anything.
Being berated every second step I take...what could be more de-motivational?

So my palate hurts, ulcer perhaps? Why oh why me. Should do more homework but I'm so tired and my wrist is cramping from writing notes and incorrectly holding my pen (something I find impossible to change).

Also, I know this is absolutely hypocritical of me to say but why is it that people are so inclined to make terrible assumptions. It really is annoying, isn't it? But I'm not talking about trivial matters, oh actually, what may seem insignificant to you and incomprehensible...well just keep an open mind, you really have no idea of someone's circumstances or the reasons behind what they do and say. I'm tempted to quote Atticus Finch and Sleary (Hard Times)..ahaha clearly all my years of essay writing have had a resounding impact upon me.

Love Lisa.
PS. I know I haven't posted any photos in a while. I think the focussing motor on my 18-55mm is broken & I lost a lens cap at some point in time without me realising sigh.