Replaying the same events over and over. Reenacting would could have been.
Yet none of it makes sense to me. Everything's all a mess. Nothing is where is should be.
There's this dull ache in the back of my mind, that I can't shake.
I feel broken, I can't function properely.
I haven't felt hungry...(there's only two things that make me not hungry, either I'm having too much fun or there's something very wrong). And I haven't been able to write a single coherent sentence for my english essay.
My mind has a tendency to remember and want to relive the perfect memories, the ones that I never wanted to end. I am only able to focus on the good, is that a flaw? Because that's how I get by, each and every day. That's the only way I can.
I am going in circles. Save me.
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